today has felt off.
i feel i look too hard at specific situations without seeing everything as it’s sum. it’s almost as if my brain shuts off and becomes unaware of all positives.
lately, as much as i hate to admit it, the idea of a significant other has felt like more of a necessity than it ever should. it’s rather frustrating, as it is a craving that bears no identity. i don’t know what i want and i don’t know why i want it.
i don’t meet new people as often as i want to anymore. i often blame my environment for the opportunities i could have if i lived in a different community when i don’t ever do anything about it or even know what seems so appealing about being somewhere else.
maybe it’s just sunday throwing me off, or the fact that i’m writing this to tumblr and not to someone i feel close to. with all of that being said, though..
tomorrow will be better. it always is